It\'s Me （April）

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model：天顶之光Hi everyone!! Long time no see =w=I followed a tutorial and made this scene, haha.\nBut I still couldn’t get it to the complete versionEither the fish wouldn’t move, or the bubbles would disappear...The version you are seeing now is actually the one without bubbles 😂Also, when rendering with Cycles, I feel like the skin is missing some details compared to what I want.\nI’ll have to spend some time studying and improving it later =w=Recently, it happened to be summer vacation, so some children from my relatives came to stay with us. My room was almost always occupied by more than two people, so it became really difficult to find a quiet time to create. 💦Actually, my creative energy was really good at that time, so I thought:“Maybe I can just take a little break. I’ll be able to quickly switch back and continue creating and replying to everyone’s messages.”But I think I slightly overestimated my ability to switch between things =w=When I finally realized it, I found that I had spent much more time than expected on daily things, watching videos, and playing games.And when I wanted to start creating again, I felt that my focus and my condition were not at the level I wanted them to be.I didn’t want to come back when I couldn’t create seriously or properly reply to everyone, so I kept telling myself:“I’ll start tomorrow when I’m in a better state…”But somehow, the days just kept passing like that.I’m really sorry that I haven’t replied to everyone during this time. 💦Actually, I always felt that if I came back, I wanted to properly face everyone, instead of just leaving a short message and disappearing again.But now, I’m finally back =w=There are still many works I want to create, many new techniques I want to try, and many things I want to share with everyone.Thank you so much to everyone who waited for me.I haven’t forgotten about you, and I haven’t given up on creating. ❤️